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Bouncing into your world on 29 June 2007 @ 8:51 p.m.
I have noticed one big issue with my body. It's always been the same and I can see it being a problem even if I do get down to my goal weight at some point in my life. My bottom half. I look at people on tv and NEARLY EVERYONE who is overweight is "top heavy." They seem to have wide shoulders, big breasts then really skinny legs or really good legs. I am the opposite. I have the chunkiest legs in the world. I have no ankles. I hate my legs although saying that I am happy with my thighs. I see the difference in my thighs, I see they are only half the width they were 2 years ago. To the untrained eye, they may be big but I see such a change. Same with my bum. It's still huge but size 18 compared to size 24, says it all really. I just want smaller legs. My top half on the other hand struggles to fill a size 16 top. My arms are still wide at the top but I can see a change there too. I can see the shape of my bone and it is possible to imagine how my arms would look without the underarm baggage. I have a lovely halter neck top for the summer and it is loose around the top area. It fits fine around the middle but sags where I would like a bit of lift and firmness. I want it to hold my sides in a little tighter then it would be perfect. It makes my back and shoulders look good though. I love it for that. I am proud of myself. I've done well. I've had my ups and downs but I am not giving up. I know I can do it if I just try and put my mind to it a bit more. Having almost a week of exercise now I feel better. I have more energy, I feel less lethargic for starters and I don't feel guilty for feeling lazy. I have noticed a change in my mood and my skin again too. Good energy usage keeps me happy on the inside and the outside too by the look of it. Feeling good ahead of my weigh in tomorrow. Then a good couple of glasses of wine tomorrow. Very well earned this week. Todays Menu: I feel good.
Currently: 13st 7lb. 189lbs. Total loss: 6st 13lb. 100lbs.
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