Bouncing into your world on 30 March 2007 @ 3:35 p.m.

I am getting a bit frustrated again.

Then I realised that next Tuesday my period is due again. I had the chocolate binge last weekend. I've been feeling really lazy the last few nights and my muscles ache when exercising but I still did it. Maybe not as good as I normally would have done but I persevered with it. In fact, I have exercised EVERY night since Sunday when I started feeling rough. Monday and Tuesday I danced. Wednesday I cycled. Thursday I danced, I even lost track of how long I danced last night. Couldn't remember if I started at 8.00 or 8.10pm but kept going til 8.55pm as I wanted to be sure I had done 45 minutes.

Feeling a little whiny, I mention that my period is due at the start of next week in my main diary and within an hour, I had my period. Literally, about 40 minutes later I suddenly realised I felt better than I had done all week and just instantly "knew". Strange huh?

I didn't really expect it that quick but I am back onto a 22 day cycle again. It really does feel like I have more periods than anyone else.

I am so in tune with my body that I know what to expect and EXACTLY when.

Also, I have been having weird things happen around me. I say something or think something then within a day or 2 it has actually happened. It's almost like I am willing it to happen then it does. There's been a number of things over a week. Then this and then I got some leaflets through the door for takeaways yesterday. 4 of them, 2 pizza, 1 chinese and 1 Indian. I say to my lovely little boy "We never get menus for kebabs. Mummy likes kebabs every now and then. But we never get them through the door." Today, we recieve 2 of them. Maybe I should think like that with this weightloss and in relation to an improvement on my non-existant love life. Hahaha. I feel like a white witch.

Heaviest: 20st 9lb. 289lbs.

Currently: 13st 7lb. 189lbs.

Total loss: 6st 13lb. 100lbs.